!#.::.LiFe JuSt Is.::.#!

2008-07-20T01:14:00.001+08:00

Just as i thought i was
going to be proven wrong,
Everything made me realize
i was right from the beginning.

2008-07-02T23:53:00.002+08:00

okay, i think i will blog once a week pertaining questions to my life
afterall this blog was created to talk to myself
okay that sounds weird

yesterday, i was asked why am i so happy everyday
i have been asked this a few times before
but i never really give a thought about it
hmmm
i guess that i am happy everyday because
i enjoy having fun and being around jokes everything
contributes to me being happy everyday
well i am kind of an emotional person and
probably have one of the worst mood swing i've seen
but by having fun i just turn happy
its as easy as that
i am probably always happy when i out
having pleasure from all the little things in life
probably contribute to that
& i am probably good at keeping emotion to myself

so yeah, i'll give it a little more thought

2008-05-13T22:54:00.001+08:00

If you take yours
& i take mine

Must we go there?

Please not this time

2008-05-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

They told me its greener
On the other side
But when it matters
Home never felt so good

2008-05-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

And if it ends today
Well, I'll still say
That you shine brighter than anyone

2008-05-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

You ask me what would happen if all strangers turned to stone
I'll tell you what might happen if we could always be alone
Alone

2008-05-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

So let's pretend, that it was perfect.
And it was worth it, and all is good.

But it's hard times, to make it seem alright.

2008-01-26T01:23:00.001+08:00

okay, school out!!
WOAH
its feel so weird
yesterday night while trying to sleep
i was thinking about how one year of hard work have past
then tonight
i think i'll be spending time thinking about work tml
well, i so glad the holidays came
i need a break from all those crazy ass night
spent doing assignment
yeah you guys may say i shld have started my assignments way earlier
but hell, i have been like that my whole life

this week have been a roller coaster
but mostly on the high side though
i hope it ends a good note
well you guys would know what it means
HAHA

btw i really want to help you guys
give me a call if you need help
although my advice would not be the best
but i will try to give you the best advice i can ever give
((:

2008-01-01T15:28:00.000+08:00

& its 2008 already!
how fast 2007 came and went
the thought of being 18 shivers me
i don't even feel like a god damm 17 yr old
this morning while waiting for the bus home
i really can't imagine what i would be like in like 10 years
haha

okay, 2007 was a (can't find a word)
well, it began with me working
results were out next
found myself in a new school
seen the weirdest shit i ever seen in my life
and the year had a good ending

this new year day was a totally new experience
hopefully this year will be one of the best
by the look of it, it may well be

Plastic flowers that fight for colour
Shadows floating on the ground, that always follow
Like international acclaim, it comes and goes never the same

2007-12-18T00:26:00.001+08:00

And sometimes
All you need in life is emergency
To take time and figure out what you're doing here

2007-12-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

2007-12-11T16:17:00.000+08:00

I'm so, so sorry for being impatient
I take my chances and make mistakes
But I don't care.
Just don't say I never cared

2007-11-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

okay, i want to blog right now
i have so much things on my mind
i don't really know where to start
nor have words for them
because for some things, i really have no words to describe them

i have been feeling alittle down these days
two days, i THINK
i can't really comprehand why
probably a little of that, here and there
but days like today is really what i live for
having fun doing stupid things
talking and joking
seeing the smile on my friends
it just seem like i have known there forever
HAHA

okay, when i find words for what is going though my mind, i'll blog again

2007-11-28T10:59:00.000+08:00

2007-11-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

hey,
do you know what?
I don't even give a fuck about what you say
I don't wanna be dragged into the mess just like 3 years ago
When every night is like living hell
And i can't wait to see sun
I don't need no fucking life lesson
Because I have already learnt all of that, myself

There's so much more things to say
But i just can't seem to remember them

Damm

2007-11-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

okay, i am back after so long.
Hope that not too many people are looking at my blog.
I just felt like talking to myself.
This year have passed very quickly.
New school, new environment.
I have been struggling though school ever since day 1.
Well, since when have i ever done well?
The worst class i have ever been in.
Full of weird people I would say.
Its amazing how much I have grown this year.
I only feel that way sometimes.
There are so much I wanna say that i don't know where to began.

There are some things that i don't really know how to put into words.
But I'll try.
Its amazing, there are people who converse with me everyday but i get the feeling that they don't really trust me.
Not trust as in believe but trust as in a personal level. That is something i want to find out soon. HAHA

Okay, thats all i remembered that I wanna say in my blog. If i remember the rest, i'll post them! ((:

2007-03-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

Okay, i'm finally blogging after so long

Maybe because i'm blogging to hide all my disappointment

Well, I should have studied harder

Actually i wasn't dissappointed with my results

But more of relieved

But i felt dissappointed after posting was out

Arghz

wl, ONE point

DAMM because of that freaking one point

WL it may well be 2 marks of maths

or 3 marks of geog

or 2 marks of english

or 3 marks of poa

ARGHZ and that was what it took to take away my happiness

IF ONLY i knew where i wanted to go after my o's

I would have work harder

Hopefully i made the right decision in rejecting an appeal

I really hope everything does work out

It have to

New school new environment

& I don't know what to expect

At least for now, the next 5 years of my life have been already chosen

2006-12-05T02:01:00.000+08:00

haha

okay prom is over

it pretty much went wrong for the performance

i don't know why my pedalS wasn't working

it was working fine in the afternoon

finally had to play without any pedals

but nvm i think it went alright

although i should have looked up more often

haha

but nvm its over

what a great day

okay i'm off to hongkong tml!

till then see ya!

CYCLONE!!!!

2006-12-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

Okay finally changed my skin

Wanted to do this like 11 days ago?

Its four days to prom

which means four more days to my first ever gig

HAHA

okay its guitar time!

edit: happy birthday kenneth!

2006-09-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

okay, tml is graduation day!
I still can't believe i'm getting out of the school
But at the same time
I'll miss the craps i have done
Arghz
I'll miss my classmates and other friends
So this is it
After fours years
I can't believe that
after 13 days more
I wouldn't get to see some people in my life anymore
Arghz

2006-08-31T00:07:00.000+08:00

Prelims had end.
Screw up some subjects.
Arghz!

Was suppose to go back to school today.
But i woke up at 12.HAHA
Sorry guys.

Okay.I just realised Joshua had been such a loser.
Well, when he have nothing better to do,
he go to people blogs
and use a stupid name to tag whats inside he's adnormal head.
And today he was trying to boast to me that he have friends.
He said something like
I'm not at home.
WTH la and he told he was funny.
Well, GET A LIFE!

He shared how smart he was at shawn's blog.
"i stead with a girl after talking to her online.
Boy, i realised she was a guy."
Wow i'm jealous.
Hell, first was primary two girl
Now a guy?
Give me a break sucker.

Okay i shall stop there at how stupid people can get.
I didn't know what i did today.
I think the only thing i remember doing is
watching rockstar:supernova

Having the counter on my blog didn't help me.
When i first had it it was 3 month.
Now its like 1 month and 30 days
and nothing is motivating me.

Oh ya.Adam, i have linked you.HAHA

2006-08-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

got back chinese 'o' result today arghz i got D7 la

WTF and guess what?

My oral and listening get ungraded

BEAT THAT

oh man i dun know whether to feel relieved or sad la

relieved cause two weeks after my the exams i told my tuiton teacher

tole me that my compo wrote out of point so i guess that my results could have been worse

probably an E8 or even an F9

But i'm feeling sad at the same time cause i wanted to pass this so badly

arghz damm it

guess i would have to retake it again in arnd two months time

well i hope this time i get more than a pass

even though the bloody ungraded crap

would pull me down so badly

HAHA i guess this is the longest i blog in like a year!

and one in like three months

prelims are like in 4 days time and i have not started studying

someone please save me

2006-07-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

Can we fight to save our souls?

2006-06-19T14:32:00.000+08:00

"who ate all the pies ?who ate all the pies?"

"ronaldo did! ronaldo did!"

hahahahahahaahhaha

thats the reason why brazil will not win the world cup

2006-06-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

theres's some bloody problem with my middle section
if i dun put it this way my right section would disappear in my middle section
but nvm at least now the tag board is back
(:

2006-06-03T00:24:00.001+08:00

found this on a forum

'Yep. It was my birthday and I was wanking in my room and all of a sudden my whole family came jumping in yelling "SURPRISE!!" I guess they were the ones who ended up being surprised.'

hahahahaha

okay after reading it for a second time its not funny anymore

2006-06-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

found this on a forum

'Yep. It was my birthday and I was wanking in my room and all of a sudden my whole family came jumping in yelling "SURPRISE!!" I guess they were the ones who ended up being surprised.'

hahahahaha

okay after reading it for a second time its not funny anymore

2006-05-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

2006-05-14T02:15:00.000+08:00

i learnt something today:

when liverpool are losing at half time

they always win

2006-05-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

yeah!the exams are over!

probably i did pretty crappy

well i still have another 6 months

poseidon rocks..

its like action non stop

damm cool

omg the chinese 'o's are like in two weeks..dammm

2006-04-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

it have been ages since i last touch the computer

i guess probably because this have been a long week

played soccer on thursday

one of the most amazing game i ever played

probably because of a 5 seconds period

yeah!and winning helps too

arghz but i got a sprain ankle from that

and tml theres some anasing race crap

and i'm going to miss it

i'm sry guys

watch lost that night

cause i wanted to find out

what the hell is inside the metal thing

2006-03-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

DS-2 and DD-6!yeah

thanks antz

realised this holiday never study at all..

arghz

2006-03-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

today went to orchard

with kenneth keane jarrold and tat

have not been there in such long time

got some clothes..FINALLY

haha

had some very very funny moments

did i hear seoul garden?hahahaha

and to kenneth

come on..i'm a guy

hahaha

2006-03-13T17:02:00.000+08:00

Well it was ugly but we made it this far
Some have gone but I forget who they are
Now the hangovers are worse
but we get through them fine
Sleeping late but we're not lazy
Getting older but we're still crazy
I'm so glad that I have these Friends ofMine
It started out at a coffee shop in a most unlikely town
And there were casulties but we made it out, anyhow
We stuck together through the good and bad times
Pulp Fiction, Blazing Saddles and Fast Times
I'm so glad that I have these Friend of Mine
And jobs, girls and obstacles did all but break us down
Night clubs and broken bands in every major town
Well I've got your back,
you've got mine
Like Johnny Cash said, "I walk the line"
And you can always count on me for one last beer
We saw the world and the world seemed smaller
We're getiing wider but not getting no taller
I know we;ve grown up just a little at a time

2006-03-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

this past two weeks have been

erm crap?

have not been able to study

hmmm...i sound like a nerd or something

but nvm..

Some say we're better off without

Knowing what life is all about

I'm sure they'll never realize the way

It's too late

Somehow it's different everyday

In some ways it never fades away

Seems like it's never gonna change

I must be dreaming

2006-02-26T01:14:00.000+08:00

i'm so sick of all this fuck stuff

seen wad my friends been though

and most importantly myself

i guess i dun give a fuck anymore

i just can't bring myself

to care and stuff

now, i couldn't be bothered

bunchs of bullshits

oh fuck

i'm probably been on a carousel

cause i'm been here a few times

and i'll think i'll get it right this time

i'll wake up to thoughts

of making the right decisions

yeah

i guess i'll

(: (:

Well, I guess this is growing up

2006-01-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

its only the third week of school

and i have so many fucking hw

and there's no time

and now i'm super tired..

arghz..dammm

it was an ending without goodbyes

2005-12-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

last week of holidays...damm

and soon its the o levels...

arghz..

still have not gotten my hair cut

so much things to do before school reopen...

sighs...

and my phone was repaired for the third time...

wtf...

I think of awhile ago

We might have had it all

I was so stupid then

You needed time to grow

But now just as things change

As well my feelings do

In time things rearrange

I am so sick of chasing you

But what do I get 'cause

I just seem to lose

You make me regret those times

I spent with you

And playing those games as

I wait for your call

And now I give up, so goodbye and so long

It's not a change of pace

This time I'll get it right

It's not a change of taste

I was the one there last night

You have your other friends

They were there when you cried

Didn't mean to hurt you then

Best friends just won't leave your side

But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose

You make me regret those times

I spent with you

And playing those games as I wait for your call

And now I give up, so goodbye and so long

It's not a change of pace

This time I'll get it right

It's not a change of taste

I was the one there last night

When I needed you most

When I needed a friend

You let me down now

Like I let you down then

and franz ferdinard is going...

wooohooo

2005-12-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

fuck..i spent christmas eve at home...
damm...
wanted to go out den
den my parents say must come back by 7..
wtf la...
den 6.30 they tell me can come back 11...
wth..
fuck sia...
but nvm
MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone

2005-12-24T01:51:00.000+08:00

today went to orchard again..
dammm..
with kenneth keane and tat...
talk so much craps...
den went to marina for dinner..
and i dun know why i'm blogging

2005-12-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

ytd got a hell of a scolding from my dad

for coming back at 10.30...
wtf...
and not say i went out early in the morning..
i went out at 2.45...

damm...

but nvm still went out today...

fifi and qh went on a shopping spree

like each spent more than 150 bucks

i went to get school shoes!!!

bought a macbeth shirt...

yay...

((:

and i owe people christmas present

and have not bought them yet

arghz....

2005-12-18T20:24:00.000+08:00

this is so fuck.i dun know why mexico is seeded for the world cup.
they probably have no communication with the outside world,
fifa change the rules and they aren't even aware and
it cost liverpool being named the world best club.
fuck the referee.....

three goals disallowed...wtf....
okay okay the second one was the only correct discision..
wl... assholes....
offside rule change and they dun know
they use the old rule and disallowed the first goal...
dammm...
probably for the third goal the referee drop his contacts or something...
can't he see its on line...
fuck him up side down...
probably he shld go for courses or something
three assholes

s

2005-12-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

bought an atticus shirt today...my first non black shirt this yr...((:

went swee lee today..my brother didn't get his drums..arghz!!

but nvm got my guitar stuffs...christmas is just next week and i have no money...

Damm...and soon the hollidays are going to end...still can't figure out wad i did this holiday

)):

2005-12-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for
A time, regardless of our distance
And our hope, grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters; for a time
The only thing that I've been waiting for
I hope it's something worth the waiting
Cause its the only thought that I ever feel real
Thunder storms could never stop me
Cause there's no one in the world like Emily
She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter, COHENS me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying cause you're everything to me
I hope its something worth the waiting
It’s the only thought that I ever feel real
Cause thunder storms could never stop me
Cause there's no one in the world like Emily
There's no one in the world like Emily

2005-12-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

slept for four hours ytd..now i'm dead tired..

and i finally got the belt buckle i wanted...

((:

2005-12-05T14:30:00.000+08:00

changed my skin..now its so much better than the previous one..((:

2005-12-03T00:27:00.000+08:00

happy birthday kenneth!!!

he treated us a meal at swensen..arghz .. i'm getting fat...sighs..but thanks anyway

went to east coast park finally...after so long...have a great time

2005-12-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

arghz!!!!i feeling super happy now!!!woohoooo!!!yay!!!!hahahaha

first, happy birthday kenneth!!!see ya later...like in 12 hours???..sry i do not have enough money for a present...i hope u dun mind...((: another day of rubbish

just realised i have not been blogging for so long...hmmm...no time i guess....(((:

had guitar lessons today... great as usual...i feel i'm making so much progression with this teacher than my previous one...didn't want to spend money today,so tml can use, so came home.... fell asleep.... den my whole family thought i go out...haha... i wake up they so shocked....

i need money for clothes!!...i have like 3 shirts??..arghz..and the belt buckle was so cool...arghz..i want one!!!...

tuesday met up with salva keane and fifi to pass salva present... such an ass... two hours late... then me and keane went to meet tat at suntec...

i'm feeling so happy.... woohooooo

2005-11-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address on the same old loneliness?
and this is you and me and me and you
until we've got nothing left

2005-11-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

yay!got new com..but have to reinstall everything..sighs...today went tat hse..play his xbox...den we went to parkway to meet keane bryan and varun..have lunch like at 4?...haha...den like walk walk for a while den went to mac sit and talk..den went home...

arghz tml have school...

2005-11-08T03:05:00.000+08:00

today went to school..quite fun..kenneth was there..joined tat and kenneth for maths although i didn't need to...haha..pretty fun..den after that have lunch with adam keane and varun kinda sick of mac so ate fries...den went to keane hse and slack...

so damm bloody confused now..so many other people feeling the same way..arghz..fark...okay..i shall stop here..too stress to blog.. bye!

2005-11-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

ytd went with fifi to siglap mac for breakfast.. haven had mac breakfast for so long... haha...den went home..watch war of the world..nice show but the ending like so crappy..probably if got ending the show will be so long...haha...

today went mac for breakfast again...haha..but its was at parkway...made it in time for breakfast..went with salva fifi and qh..den went parkway walk walk..den went bowling..haven been bowling for super super long..the first game still okay..den the next one dunno wad happen become like so shit...

eat katong laska..den went to bedok..got some act cool people there sia...can't satnd them...stupid asses..den went home made it in time for tennis..finally i exerise for the first time this week...haha

arghz tml got school but kenneth going..not that bad....yes!

2005-11-05T03:53:00.000+08:00

its so late and i dun feel like sleeping...haha...fii also can't sleep..haha..

2005-11-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

today had guitar lessons for the first time in 4189374175 months..but its so far away from my hse near my school...but nvm its was fun..haha..learn quite a lot...haha..there's so many things i want to do.. 24 hours is just not enough..arghz...and for some weird reasons i mssing so many people..okay i'm weird..

2005-11-02T13:33:00.000+08:00

watched the liverpool match..was half asleep..didn't even know there was a red card in the game..haha..until i read the papers...haha...but nvm at the end of the day the most important thing is liverpool won...haha... yes and finally i got my hair cut ytd..haha

2005-10-31T12:14:00.000+08:00

shit la...my ipod died again...arghz...

2005-10-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

wtf is this world coming to?people who do not deserve to be promoted get promoted and those who do not deserved to get retain.. retain...

i still can't imagine next year class without kenneth...that will be like so weird...arghz!!...i'm going to miss the jokes,pranks espically about the dinosaur...its almost as good as my fault...arghz!!! shouldn't have talk to him during lessons... shld have let him listen in class...

i dun care that i only fail chinese...the person who is seating beside me for half a yr is going to be retain...shit la...but at least now he know he must study hard...feel a bit happier for him... at least his better than some others who nearly retain and now is so happy and not going to study hard next yr...

2005-10-16T00:46:00.000+08:00

finally exams are over!!! yes!!!haha.. i bought a fender cyclone today.. its so damm cool okay...haha... orange and white... yeah!! finally lay my hands on a electric guitar...but that guitar cost me so much den the money i have for an amp was taken up by that guitar...haha... but nvm i dun mind...haha...

that day after my lit exams, which i tin i wrote craps, went to cafe cartel...haha..spent the whole day there studying... i tink the people there will hate us we ate so much of their bread and butter...haha...

haha..den its was my birthday...speical thanks to nicole xiang hui syaheeda and edwin who stayed up to 12 to wish me happy birthday..but i dun blame the rest of guys cause its was the exams period...but thanks to all those who wish me too...haha

thanks to nicole and edwin who gave me presents...haha..thanks so much... but u all shldn't have to... but thanks a lot!

2005-09-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

shit ... i spoil my ear piece again...haiz... this is crap... can't seem to study... i dunno why...and i also dunno why i have been always listening to blink 182 these few days..

2005-09-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

shit... liverpool shld have won that freaking match... shit la

sometimes i wonder why life so complicated...why life jus carry on jus like when we are little kids... no worry ...no porblems... only happiness... but its okay.. becasue it make life interesting ...and full of surprises..haha

2005-09-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

arghz!!! just got back my results... pretty shit...my father will go nuts again( i hope not)... but i dun care...haha.. can't wait till after end of years... going to work..cause i want by guitar... don't know whether to get a les paul or a se billy martin...haha...the eoys so close but just can't seem to study..haiz... today soccer match was damm lousy...haiz.. i lost all my interest in football except watching liverpool..haha....now its me and my guitar...haha...damm..tml must go back skool...then i will have only lke 5 hrs of sleep..WTH

life like this, i dun care anymore

2005-09-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

this holiday i watched the perfect catch and the longest yard ... both damm funny...haha....ytd went jamming... haha..so damm fun... arghz ... i'm going to miss jamming session.. i seriously need to study.. haiz the whole of term 3 i haven been studying... failing everything... but i can't wait till the end of final years.. i want the se billy martin guitar ...haha...

2005-08-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

wth ... my ipod was beyond repair.... arghz !!! ... den they gave me a new one... wah lao... no songs... i miss my old ipod ... haha...

2005-08-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

saturday went to the spook show..haha...edwin gave me tixs...edwin i told u ...we shldn't have sat at the last row...hahaha..we went in first den kenneth joined us...den the four people sitting beside kenneth was part of the performance ... haha ... one part of the show they threw tissue papers to scare people..den they climb from their seat and ran away ... but dunno why one of them no strength ..haha.. throw still end up the same place..kenneth pick up so many ... haha... so when they come back we keep on throwing at them ...haha...den after the show someone prank call me ... 91599621... didn't care den hang up the phone... den after that quite late already so i went home...

i miss my ipod...haha...i'm going to start saving money ... i want the se billy martin guitar..haha...

2005-07-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

wooHHOo...good charlotte totally RAWKS....shld have taken the standing one...but nvm ... they still rawk....but dunno why they never encore...haha...Billy martin rawks... haha... paul too... benji and joel too!!.... all rawk..haha....salva and jin xue so funny sia... seating got the number they go line up the standing line... haha...good charlotte so good lol... start almost on time... haha....i thought they will be like 1 hr late or something like that...by the 3rd song i sore thoart...haha..actually we were seating at the 6th row...den salva saw the 2nd row nobody then we moved... the people behind us was seating with their hands on their chin i tink they were angry cause we keep on standing and jumping... haha...but dun care la... good charlotte concert they sit there put chin on hand stupid one sia...haha...i want a billy martin hair style haha... his hair was so damm cool when he was playing the guitar... bengi was so funny with all his craps...haha... arghz why can't they have a concert everyday...haha....

today went jamming ... so damm fun even though i only learn for like 1 months...but the room so small... haha...i must go jamming every once a week.. haha... damm fun... i'm going to master the guitar so damm fast so that i can play...haha

2005-07-08T17:42:00.000+08:00

wtf sia... ytd phone kena con ...i wasn't even using it... recess time...me salva and keane and varun go buy food...want bring to salva class and eat... den salva and keane saw the teacher..den the teacher ask them where they bringing the food to... they go say bring behind...den the teacher...brought us to the back to eat...den he say eat finish go find him... den we eat already we find him..he say okay ... den we want walk back to class he call us back he tell us empty our pocket...he say want to check whether got food... fark...den salva ask him u want check got food den dun have u find hp u want take...den he say no this is a ramdom spot check... shit him la...den today chian tat want to change into pe shirt of course he need to tuck out la...den the teacher call him...give him detention...den when chian tat going to explain he say dun give reason... wtf is he trying to do... want to get power only..hmMm.. maybe the teacher room got record of wad the teacher do.. he want to be up there for confiscating the most phone and giving out detention...arghz just crap it...anyone got phone?? can lend me i need it next tuesday...

2005-06-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

YAY I GOT THE GOOD CHARLOTTE TIXS!!!!!!!!

2005-06-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

yay!!! its feel great not being sick... now i can sit up without my head feeling so heavy that i have to lay on the bed...and no more of those sleepless night when i couldn't sleep cause i was feel hot and cold....haha

2005-06-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

today wake up 12 noon... den keep on coughing but not so serious like now...hiaz...dunno how am i going to sleep... today went out with edwin go play the drums the arcade kind...went to suntec first den the machine a bit spoil...so play for a while...den went to royal sporting hse buy things.. cause got 100 dollar vocher...bought a bag...den bought a shirt...but the shirt got discount den i spend a bit less than $100... so went to find others thing..haha...den went to bugis play drums.. so fun sia...den went for guitar lessons... den come home..on the way home i become damm sick... dunno why..haiz....

ytd got another scolding...my father say i black face...where got sia..my face always like that...scold like siao...den he say go away..he look like he expected me to say sorry..but i say okie and went up...haha....

2005-06-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

after looking at this skin for a few time.. it look so stupid...haha...haiz but no time change...can't use the com...ytd went out with salva and brian ...den after dinner brian go home... den me and salva no where to go..so we went to parkway...den went walk walk...haiz.. finally realised that without money ... it really suck...den 10.30..my bro keep on callling me ... fark... so decided to go home...den went home ...my father scold me for 20 mins for going home so "late"... 10.30 only lol..den he say wad i never pick up the phone.. i got pick up... fark sia... den after i bather he scold somemore...cock sia.. den i dun want to sleep.. so slack until like 2... den damm tired den go sleep...haha...

2005-05-30T18:40:00.000+08:00

finally changed my skins...haha...but the tag board got problem ... haiz ... but no time to find out what the problem ... today went to nokia to take back my phone... stupid phone keep on spoiling... gtg...c ya

2005-05-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

yes!!!liverpool-euro champs!!!

but still can't believe it...in a state of shock.... i dunno why... i tink because they came back from 3-0 down...wanted to sleep at half time but keane call me... den talk till second half..and i told him liverpool needed a miracle.... haha...but they got the miracle and won..someone wake me up from this dream...haha... LIVERPOOL CHAMPIONS LEAGUE WINNERS '05

jus got back my results...haiz... damm dissappionted....the stupid english push me behind in the ranking...suppose to be 6th ...haiz...den my parents talk like i do damm bad...haha... they tink i got stead...stupid fools... ask me concentrate study...haha... damm funny...

now damm tired...needs some sleep

2005-04-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

arghz!!! got so much things to blog...haha...

yay!!!so happy liverpool won..wanted to shout...but realized it was only 3 in the morning....haha...if my father watch the match he will so farking shut up...haha... cause he will have nothing to say..but nvm glad he didn't watch ... had peace from all those stupid comments he usually make..haha..

on thursday ... thrashed r2 12-0..now my leg so pain cause i injured but still play...haha...but never regret...den after the game went for tuition...den 7.20 my bro called me like 5 times questioning me where i'm ?wad i doing ?wad time i going home? etc... fark sia ..so half way during tuition take my bag go home.. come home... i watch tv and eat dinner ..my father scold me say y i watch tv say what i dun have time maganement but he kind of stupid eat dinner den cannot watch tv.. fark sia...den i go tuition he also scold .. dunno wads farking wrong wif him..but nvm.. cause all this scolding doesn't have effect on me anymore...haha ... loser!!!!as each day go by the hatred in me gets bigger!!!

den today in the car say wad i shld tok more to him and my mother... but helllo!!cause of the fark up life u are giving me .. i having 2 different personalities .. one for skool and one for home...stupid!!!and he scold me for sleeping late.. but i sleep late because i'm studying or doing hw... who doesn't like sleeping... hmMm maybe u dun..who knows

today during skool so funny..english we kept on shouting cause the period over den the stupid teacher dun want to end ... haha... den lit ... the birdie came ..but the whole class still continuse eating in class... den chinese a lot of people(including me) got chase out of class...haha..but happy also ...so can talk...haha...den do finish the work can go inside but i did not want to ... haha.. so stay until the lesson end...

today afternoon referee the first half of the r3 r5 match... haha...den salva use his nail polish paint all my nail blacks...haha...den went to parkway wif brian .. didn't know the d.i.y shop got sell scv controllers..i tink i screw up today maths test... haiz forgot to changes signs...

i tink i'm not going to blog anytime soon ... a lot of tests and mid-yr coming up...like 20 over days more...haiz... but got to study hard and get out of this fark up hse as soon as possible...haha

and thanks to xiang hui for all ur advices!! thanks so much...and mine ipod mini too...for blocking out everything my parents say ..

*and can someone help me ...tell me all the test dates...pls...thanks so much

2005-04-05T21:32:00.000+08:00

i feel so happy today and i dun know y...maybe because i went to the marine parade polyclinic today and the doctor did not say anything but prescribe me some pain killer and some type of gel... so i tink i shld be able to play tml...haha...i tink i going to study later den watch soccer till like 4 something den sleep for one hour..i dun know why i feel so excited...hmMm.. must be the liverpool game..haha...need to study mid-yr coming...

sunday bought a guitar ... haha... but i dun know how to play.... someone can recomend teacher?? i need help can't find any...

thanks syaheeda for sending me so many new songs!

2005-04-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

stupid msn ... try logging in like 20 time and fail for 20 time... haiz... so tired fell asleep watching tv... today the A-maths test so hard sia..haiz.. i tink the most i get is 4 out of 20 ...haha... kkz... i want to sleep already...good night guys!

2005-03-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

my father so f up.. keep on scolding..haiz

2005-03-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

today is another f*** up day ...got scolding again.. dun wish to talk about it.. tml cannot go training ..haiz ...no money to pay .. crap!!!anyone want to buy the royal sporting house vouchers from me ???

2005-03-25T16:59:00.000+08:00

i need money !! haha ... someone give me some.. got $100 royal sporting house vouchers... but no use to me.. i would rather it be $100 ... haha...

the new england jersey so damm nice.. haha

2005-03-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

today had sports day .. den went to suntec .. ate pizza hut.. haven ate there for like so long..haha..den me and keane follow brian go his dental...den went to parkway ... haha...

why can't parents be satisfied with results.. i did pretty well..i tink the best in my three years in secondary skool... hiaz.. i only fail english by 5 marks...and they are like toking so much crap...and even i tink if i pass english .. they will start toking about my chinses which i fail by only one mark...how i wish i could decide how long i want our life to be.. if thats the case.. i would end it now...

2005-03-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

today got match against r7.... we won 5-3... i damm happy wif my 2 goals...haha...first time scored from the middle...haha...yay!!

2005-03-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

skool skool skool...
so much hw...but i'm not doing... haiz the most i copy.. i'm breaking the promise i made to myself AGAIN !!!but nvm... looking forward to tml... haha...

Ransom Letter by Pug Jelly

So you stole my heart, and left me a ransom letter
Demanding I treat you better, should I ever want it back and now
I’m all alone
Dreams are all forgotten, memories all turned rotten
It’s not the same on the phone

So what’s up girl?
Things haven’t changed a bit since we last met
I bet my bottom dollar you’re the best, girl I ever had
I never wanna lose you
So what’s up?

I can’t let you walk away
We planned to live forever in each other’s arm
So
Please hold on
You know-no one like you like I do!
And that’s the thing-You know it too

I hear our song; it keeps playing on the radio
You’re on my mind. I can’t let you go
I’m all alone and I just want you to hold
Please take my hand, never let me go
Please make your mind up, don’t see what the future holds

2005-03-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

in a few hours time .. i will be wearing the stupid uniform ... dunno whether to be happy or sad... haha...today i dunno how i fell asleep in the afternoon...after training the fark up coach told me something that make me happy...haha...

later watching liverppol... haha... tml i slp in class .. dun blame me

2005-03-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmMm...today went to watch robots..wanted to watch spongbob...but den sold out..haha..but nvm ..the show quite nice... jus realised i watch 3 movies in 3 days...haha..yay...liverpool draw juve..haha

2005-03-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

jus came home..watched son of the mask at plaza .. the last show of the day ... go arcade before that waste so much of my money...haha..the show so lame ..but funny too...haha... in the bus so cold...haha...i dun tink i sleeping tonight!haha

2005-03-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

i'm always nice on msn ... i dun care about this farking shit...

i going to slp... watching liverpool...keane- u watching liverpool ??

2005-03-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

lets set things straight la..y would i take my time and explain to you...wad attitude ??...in msn ..there are only words..no tone no voice.. so how u view the tone can lead to a missunderstadning??....come on la... when did i ever blame anyone ... get ur facts right!!...my cousin was the one who told me evrything lol... den of course i believe her.. she's my cousin after all...so wad if i reply in 5 words.. it makes no different of i reply in 5 words or 500 words if it means the same thing....

2005-03-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

went to watch hitch ... so funny sia....

dunno whether shld go the class outing tml..hardly anyone going ... haiz...someone help me!!

2005-03-14T21:34:00.000+08:00

todayin the morning met wif fifi give her her birthday preset..den went home ..in the afternoon... meet brian at parkway ... that idiot la..make me wait for so long..haiz...den saw jia wei..den tok for a while den he go already...den went to sebangwang..try buying the 50 cent album...ytd at century the uncle dun let me buy..but this uncle very good let me buy..haha...so happy...den wanted to buy ps 2 games ... call yuan hao ask him.. den went to KFC ... den on the way ...saw leather slippers..so nice den thought very ex but in the end not that ex so buy...den went to KFC ..eat halfway saw jia wei ,jin xue and their friends...den decide to go buy game..but then tink tink still early..so walk around parkway more times...haha...den go katong shopping centre buy games ...so ex sia...$10... haiz...haven play yet..haha..den go home... hmMm..six more days left..haiz less days to watch movie...den jus now..my mother tink she funny... i tell my father a lot of mosquitio ... she tell me on the fan ... crap sia...

happy birthday fifi

2005-03-13T16:12:00.000+08:00

first time my father so good...give me money to spend during the holidays!!...haha

2005-03-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

yeah ... we beat 3r5...haha...2-1...and we hit the post 4(FOUR) times...haiz...
but at least we won...haha...my elective geog like shit...haiz pulll my social studies down...

2005-03-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired...
stupid bros use the com till now...
if they never use..i'll be asleep by now..
can't find the stupid air salopas..
my knee hurt so much...
haiz...
to 3r6 :...err..today its my tactical error...sorry!!

2005-03-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy...rain the whole week.... i miss the rain so much...
haha...the chinese teacher so funny...so easy buff her...haha...den the chinese spelling tml...but make no diff ... cause my pencil ase got all the words...haha...tml got maths test...finally...haha...
i'm going crazy soon...today after skool went tmart wif keane , shannon , varun , zong li...den varun and zong li left casue they got lessons... den keane ,me,shannon tok so much cock...cause rain so heavy cannot go home...haha...den went tuition...den 1 hr i go home...haha...so tired...but then come home not tired anymore...den come home...listen to my i pod...den decide to name my i pod mini...haha...its name is ipod croissant...haha...i'm nuts...((:

bernie...this entry very happy rite...
could you look me in the eye
and tell me that you're happy now ... haha...

i'm going nuts

-[kason]-

2005-03-03T00:47:00.000+08:00

hmMm...0303...haiz..

memories momories momories

But the world is blackAnd hearts are coldAnd there's no hopeThat's what we're toldAnd we can't go backIt won't be the sameForever changedBy the things we've seen (seen)

2005-03-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

this week so many test... i tink i going to fail all...haha...jus can't seem to study...haiz...
somebody help me!!!...

2005-02-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

i changed my skin!! finally

2005-02-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

arghz...got so much hw...and i haven started...hmMm... i dun tink i sleeping tonight...got some very exciting football matches ...haha...do hw then watch..

constantine and judd haris rawk!!

2005-02-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

hmMm...i have to blog fast...haha...my parents will know i'm using the com if i'm dun..
next week got so many test...haiz...i dunno shld wake up today watch soccer...so tempting..haha...ok...gtg..bye..c ya!!

to all 3r6 people out there: good luck in ur tests...

Is anybody listening?Can you hear me when I call?I'm shooting signals in the air,Cuz I need somebody's helpI can't make it on my own,So I'm giving up myselfIs anybody listening?listening.I've been stranded here and I'm miles awayMaking signals hoping they save meI lock myself inside these wallsCuz out there I'm always wrongI don't think I'm gonna make itSo while I'm sitting here on the eve of my defeatI write this letter and hope it saves me[chorus:]Is anybody listening?Can they hear me when I call?I'm shooting signals in the air'Cause I need somebody's helpI can't make it on my ownSo I'm giving up myselfIs anybody listening?listening.I'm stuck in my own head and I'm oceans awayWould anybody notice if I chose to stay?I'll send an S.O.S. tonightAnd wonder if I will surviveHow in the hell did I get so far away this time?So now I'm sitting hereAnd the time of my departure's nearI say a prayer please, someone save me[chorus][bridge:]I'm lost hereI can't make it on my ownI don't wanna die aloneI'm so scaredDrowning nowReaching outHolding onto everything I knowCrying outDying nowNeed some helpIs anybody listening?Can they hear me when I call?Shooting signals in the airI need somebody's helpI can't make it on my ownI'm giving up myselfIs anybody listening?

2005-02-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

i'm so sian ...waiting for the damm grammy to start!!

and happy valentine's to all

2005-02-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

fark off lah !!!

i'm not as stupid as u think
stop telling me your lies
stop telling me your friction
stop acting like you care

GO AWAY !!!

dun act like u dun know anything
i dun wanna see your face again!
just go away
leave me alone..
-[kason]-

2005-02-12T17:41:00.000+08:00

i'm finally getting to know more of the truth...

*!#.::.LiFe JuSt Is.::.#!*

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